Hello World!
I've just dyed my ah-lian red hair back to dark brown and it felt so good to look like a good girl again =)

I don't see myself trusting you anymore. I'm so sick of your lies and attitude. You are not only a stealer but also a selfish one who is not apologetic at all. & Stop acting all nice when you are a bitch. It makes me sick.
Bernice at 11:08 PM

Bernice at 6:03 PM

the last 3 weeks of my life has been one h*ll of a roller coaster.
the best and worst that can ever happen in my life took place.
I lost an opportunity that i really really wanted. I guess I didn't expect to be offered the job so when it came I was at a total loss and didn't dare to accept it. I wanted to say 'yes' the very moment I was given the offer but I thought it was a huge decision to make and I should think through it. And think through it I did. The more I thought about it, the more I worried about the unnecessary and nitty gritties, overlooking the benefits and the big picture. In my confused state, I spoke to the wrong people and the people I trusted and respected the most didn't really approve so I got swayed. Therefore it didn't work out in the end and I was sooo devastated because I fought so hard for it and wanted it real bad. Plus, I don't think I'll ever be offered such a good opportunity again. I cried everyday for 2 weeks until I made the decision to go back to Church. I really have to thank Catherine for bringing me to her Church. Receiving Christ was the best decision and it really changed my life. I felt sooo much better after receiving Christ, it was the best I felt for a long time. During the service, the pastor said, "God never makes any mistake in timing." And it really strike a cord because timing was everything. I would have taken up that opportunity if I was informed by Friday as promised but the offer only came on Monday. I would have taken up the offer if I wasn't busy, rushing between class and work and working till 7.30pm from Monday to Wednesday. Things would have been different if G had not been on sick leave on Tuesday. There is so many 'What if' s. And everything that could have contributed to me thinking twice about something i wanted so bad happened in that few crucial days. I have been asking myself 'why' and I think i found the answer during service :)

you know, I might have lost that opportunity but I gain something far more valuable, God's love.
Bernice at 12:11 AM

Bernice at 11:21 PM

i know i've been MIA for so long i don't even know where to start!
anyway, blogging just didn't cross my mind for the past month so yea.
i think it started when blogger had some problems with uploading photos so i was kinda put off.
I hope to be back for good when i get a hang of my new schedule :)
i wonder how people get use to twittering!!! i'll never be able to do something like that!
Bernice at 6:41 PM

Everybody can't wait to dig into Agnes's huge Takopachi in Japan!!!


I'm having a Japanese food craze now thanks to the Hokkaido fair!!!
Breakfast- Japanese.
Teabreak- Japanese.
After-Dinner Desert- Japanese!!!
Bernice at 10:31 PM

Bernice at 3:59 PM

i was having lunch with my colleagues today when i got approached by 2 girls who say they work for a magazine. they said they liked what i wear blah blah blah and wanted to ask some questions and take my photo.
so me being the all-obliging girl, allowed them to take a quick snap and they only managed to ask me 1 question before i rushed off because my colleugues were waiting for me.
then i realise i didn't ask them what magazine they were working for when my colleagues asked me and my colleagues started to scare me by saying it might be something sleazy or dodgy.
i mean it makes sense, and i didn't comb my hair or wear much make-up. sheesh.
& it's one of those days when you slept late without drying your hair so you woke up with flat hair and eye bags and rush out the house without putting much make-up on because your parents are waiting for you in the car. you get the idea.
Bernice at 1:08 PM